It's just hit me... like a huge wave. I've now gotten used to being in my own body again, but somehow ever since I came back it seems like a memory has been on the tip of my brain. As if I was just about to remember something important. It just came to me now, more than a day later, and I...

My parents are dead. I feel so alone right now. I want to crawl into a coffin and disappear with them... which is what should have happened to me in the first place.  The sad thing is, I can't even see their images in my head. I don't know what my parents looked like, or whether they loved me. All I know is that they must have, because this hole in my memory that has filled up has left the rest of me feeling completely empty.

I don't want to live this life anymore. I can't believe what a cruel place I've fallen into where I don't even remember that my own parents died when I was still a child. What kind of person did I grow up to be in that other world where I knew no family. Did I have friends? Was I happy? I doubt it. I shouldn't still be alive.


(3% of memories gained for Utena)

[Private, Hackable by Franziska]

Strange.... just before I woke up to find myself in my own body I had a flashback of memories. They were not very happy memories. I was young, and I saw my father, who neglected to show much affection. I only saw my mother for a brief moment, and it seems as if she hardly played any part in my life, as she wasn't around very much. I had an older sister, who stayed with my mother quite often. What a sad childhood, just by myself studying all of the time.



I did discover that a certain boy named Miles Edgeworth was a supposed adopted brother of mine. This was exciting news! I thought that I had found out a great deal about my past. Then, I realized that I was standing in Franziska's shoes, and all of these memories belong to her.

I still know nothing about my childhood... but hopefully I will be able to fill her in on this information I've found out about her! Although most of it is sad, I did see that Miles guy around here... it's funny that they would both end up in the same place. I wonder if they know each other?

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Franziska... I hope you can talk to me, because I have so much to tell you about yourself.


((Sorry... this is a post that was supposed to have happened previously, please read it as such))

What is happening?? I wake up and boom... I've turned into a... beautiful woman in very uncomfortable clothing.

I was just starting to accept my life here, and then this happens?

I don't understand this at all... I wonder if I'll ever be myself again.

    There is something very strange about this Memento Eden place. I mean... this apartment, people have told me, already has a room set up for me. I wonder if I've been here before, or if they have just been expecting me? I want to get to the bottom of this, but I can't even remember who I am.

This apartment is truly large... it's got to be like ten floors! I wonder what kind of people live here. Ah, this must be a map of all the rooms... Eh, I do have a roommate! Colette... in room 204. I can't believe my name is already on this list. How weird!

I've already met a couple people here, and they've all been decent. They seem trustworthy, too. A girl named Lala fixed my torn uniform, and a lady named Rinslet led me to town. I'm so glad to be out of that  forest...

Man, these are a lot of stairs. I'm lucky that my room is only on the second floor. I guess it wouldn't be that bad, though, because I don't have any luggage to haul up to my room anyway. Room 204... 204....

Here it is! Hey, the door is open. I feel a little strange just walking in... oh well!

Anyone home?